Tuesday, December 14, 2010

In those days my impotence (a)

 In those days my impotence
text: judge by Guanguan
for the vast majority of Chinese men, women say they are most worried about three words I would like to mm! But I have never had such worries . I never thought I would be impotent, because I have always been strong for their own sexuality to worry about. love people give me the most profound impression that the fight with me after the Qiruoyousi said to me: , I do not want. memory over time and not become blurred, on the contrary, police uniforms, young woman, armpit hair, large breasts are like the lingering haze Buttocks, has been hanging over me the whole process of puberty. until one day, I hooked up a coquettish active female police officers, a passion and hatred intertwined with naked melee after the war, looked at female police officers pupil freeze, Qiruoyousi look, I was completely miserable memories from the youth to come out From sun up my life.
After that, whenever a woman wanted to use their bodies to conquer me, I will send a silver bell-like laughter to express my obedience, the kind of funny as hunting scenes (especially) looks simple and honest thing to conquer, benevolent hunting (strong) people. years, I rarely every opponent, only one female manager of China Mobile's legs when recovering from illness in my battle a draw, I was thinking at that time, China Mobile in the future will become one of the most profitable companies. Sure enough, in 2007, China Mobile every day, earn more than 200 million yuan, becoming the first listed in Hong Kong more than the market value per share HK 100 mainland companies.
years of combat experience made me start to like the Chinese between the ages 26mm35 Mature, because only in this age and have some sexual experience of women will not let unlicensed the. day, that is, in the year 2007, at 2:00 on September 3, regardless of how the lover of my hands and mouth are not inspire me with the slightest interest in sex. until dawn, my heart and private parts are constantly contraction, that there is no sign of expansion. Finally, an angry lover threw her bra I, one cup impartial buckle in my nose, so my breathing become difficult, like a dying patient with oxygen mask, the same is that they are breathing difficulties, and different is the in my mind not to miss the fullness of the white flesh lover, but the appearance of prosperity, in fact, China's crisis-ridden economy, I worry about the collapse because it is damaging to their families. and I like the sexual experience China's economy is never normal start, strong hidden under the surface do not know when the crisis broke.
I do not remember how effortlessly ripped off his button nose on my bra, I only remember his sad gaze at the lover not the slightest apology, as if they do not not care about the normal physiological conditions, angrily accusing me of Valentine's cursing out someone, I fled, walking in the street until the time I found that it is my own home, that she should go, not me.
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morning air is not fresh, the sky overcast breathtaking, and I suddenly had a cycling uphill climb balcony far impulses. Unfortunately, I have not the knights of the year, I can not go home go in the garage, found my bike in the Yangtze River with a dark green three-wheeled motorcycle converted two 750 Classic motorcycles, which lie on the corner garage, so far has been eight years now. cylinder engine leaking oil and dust working hand in glove to smear the whole car beyond recognition, in the modified side stand up when the difficult installation to support the heavy old car, as if at any time the risk of overturning. then retired sidecar Zheliang is the legendary vision, people have a license to use the new sports car to the Honda 250 I would not change it, because I play is not money but a personality.
not find yourself in after a full day, I have been tinkering with that bike classic cars, cleaning, to the old battery charge, fuel hh when it issued the familiar roar again,Discount UGG boots, I was moved to tears, was back at my age of chivalry, before it has been completely forgotten me.
Zheliang the modified flat-twin, shaft drive, 750ml body displacement of the classic motorcycle rally has me almost all the rebellious spirit of its origin from Germany BMWR-71. World War II, the Soviet Union modeled R-71 began production side of the Russian version of the three-wheeled motorcycle, but again the transfer of technology to the country of its Erchen mm China, this three-wheeled motorcycle with side of the Yangtze River 750, a pity that both the Soviet Union, Lao Maozi and China, have regarded BMWR-71 changed beyond recognition, no matter what good things fall into these two countries, without exception, marked by very painful to me of the Most of it is inherited BMWR-71's style.
genetic variation BMWR-71 after the socialist camp had as sports items of military tools of glory, a pity because the Olympic Games without this project, country white investment, no In return, crying and shouting, sports and politics should not be linked to China no longer make great efforts to develop the next generation of the Yangtze River 750 Yangtze River is now a new generation of 750 is basically no technical content, it discards the classical model BMWR-71 has become a city of nondescript forty-five hawkers chasing chased transport. only field army warehouse team can find the first variation of the BMWR-71, often tragic kind of deflated tire.
as the current social bloc in the glory of retirement after three rounds of the side but was converted into capitalism, I taste the thick rounds of classic cars. Until that time, the charm of classic cars comes out of it completely, although it has never been more than 120 km per hour , but it allows the wind then I became a full pull, I can not even remember it was propped up by strong springs and unique rubber cushion I do not know how many sat by my deceived by a woman pull the wind.
year, with a little bit of human relations, drawing the wind in my old car, when riding is not subject to Wong Association Army (traffic police) of the inventory and seizure, but the traffic police beat two women I slept, I The old car and I became the city's traffic police against the common enemy to crush the goal. superficial reason is simple: illegal modification, license no, in fact, is that they suppress the production of my green hat is the managing director, but I cooperation, despite the green hats on their heads still red button, but since I no longer ride my old car a capitalist. So, in a full eight years, it can only lay quiet corner of the garage where it silently forgotten master.
test drive of classic cars from the beginning of the night, because at that time the road traffic police patrol base is not, there is no electronic eye camera in the habit of the night, because the past few years, I received the notification, hundreds of times violation occurred in the night has never been photographed record of the electronic eye, I'm sure the city traffic police's electronic monitoring system is a display in the night. it may be that they all went home at night to go check the green hat This is the only touching where the traffic police.
the overcast sky was beginning to rain, I wore a raincoat smelly trail in the country with a cruising speed of thirty kilometers per hour school bus. Fortunately, my lord cars generally satisfactory condition. It was slightly different though chug sound boring, but it seems full force. Although my old car was covered up part of my raincoat, and also at night, but the national highway no matter After a cart or car will slow down my side, all the drivers will see more of my old car glances, a driver has slowed down a road with me, I seemed to get back to the time when the feeling of pulling the wind, but now I am a impotent patients, in any case are not brave the year.
lover left me in certain home and I decided to go home to pack their bags, because I am going to ride my Chenzheyese old car to get some fresh air, may conditions that would have improved my impotence. I do not want to believe I was so impotent, and even more do not believe the so-called aphrodisiacs, because in China, an aphrodisiac is always better than the Government's commitment to reliable. I am still young do not want to muddle through the second half by an aphrodisiac.
back home after I was shocked, hateful woman took my family on the walls of the small shells glued system tiger head, instead of her blue day No pattern bra, in white on the walls of snow was extremely dazzling. The woman must be crazy, hot day there is not even wearing a bra and left her in the end want to do?
but I was soon calm down, this matter is the same shape or Naogua Zi sexy woman must have been giving me a hint, she said that the mighty tiger head crafts away and replaced with their own bra is actually suggesting that I must get back on her past glory, She also suggested I should have a sense of crisis, because she was wearing a dew point equipment back.
me off with her contacts through the year has formed a tacit agreement, usually without words can accurately figure out the other side mind, I opened the window, touched the outdoor air conditioning, refrigeration equipment, people feel very hot, I see the umbrella is still not, really not, and it shows a woman had left shortly before dark to go at least as After the rain in the dark under, which made me relieved.
tell the truth I like the lover, and she waited on me for a year, but I want to get married is not the slightest meaning. Actually, I in several years ago, knew her, she had to start last year fishes. Sometimes I feel I owe her a lot, and occasionally bullied her in this year's Valentine's Day I miss it. In order to calm her fury, I promise to make up to her two gifts. maybe I used to joke, I have prepared two gifts, in addition to buying a bottle of Dior perfume, I also bought a Triumph lingerie to her, but I deliberately underwear into two , bra packing into a gift, a gift wrapped underwear the other, so that make up the two gifts, perfume is in the hands of such deduction, when she was angry to give her. Sure enough, everything, and I expected the same scenario, That night we did a seven the next day I found her walking wrong, I feel so sorry her.
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from whatever point of view, is undoubtedly a great lover of women, but I There is a strange on the fear of marriage, I can not tell why there is such a feeling, the only way to describe the right that I do not want to abandon this happy, carefree single life. lovers of speculation because I do not get married no less than in one hundred, but all were rejected me, Valentine finally frustration that the entertainment industry in mainland China have been her biggest mystery cracked, but on the reasons why I do not get married but can not find her. I ask what is the biggest mystery of the entertainment industry, Li said the sex lover.
pick a few pieces in the change of clothing, beverages, chewing gum and a cigarette, I carry a black rain that luggage, riding my lord car off. My destination was about sixty kilometers from the city a resort, where well protected because the forest very cool climate, where every day hiking, swimming, playing, as well as delicious farmhouse cooking. Hotel is also quite cheap discount membership card after my standard room was sixty yuan per night. I am going to be there for a week convalescence.
on the road, the rain continued to hit my face, blurring my glasses, I simply will glasses away, in the sight of a bad situation to continue riding. raincoat despite the block, I still feel the cold, this cold-start from the heart, because I started I had to face the fact that an impotent patients . chills the body even more than the terrible things that happened, my hands start to get no strength, but also a slight shake, I felt I could not control the heavy fast classic cars, and had to play with my old car I have not eaten all day, it should be low blood sugar reactions.
I stopped the car, took out from the backpack to xylitol chewing gum and glucose drinks, hoping to relieve my low blood sugar reactions. Although the roadside shops, but I decided to destination and then to eat, I want to tap your own potential. There is another reason I do not want to admit that he is an impotent patients, I think in order to prove that my body was rods. However, this idea is wrong, because in my secondary school, there was a teacher of love is to touch the girls butt impotent patients, but his body is the best school.
drinking a bottle of drink after chewing xylitol move on and I rode classic cars, seemed unable to improve the symptoms, but did not even use xylitol because it is sugar-free chewing gum. at this time my heart There is only one belief that we must adhere to in this wet and windy night ride to the destination, despite the national highway to face after riding a forty kilometers about twenty kilometers of winding road, is for a knight , rain is not terrible, terrible is on the winding roads, along with the altitude increased, in the cliffs on the side of the road circling the fog would seriously affect my vision, besides I was a myopia, dark night adds to the difficulty of riding, the slightest mistake I fell into the cliff will be carrying the man and car. I think the reason may be because of insecurity, where the business is not good, most of the resort's guests are some of the retirement veteran.
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Along the way, my mind flashed constantly and I happened feelings of each woman, from the first I feel pain in the first night to find my female traffic police have been impotent lover, and each face is clearly to me in my eyes. I asked myself, if impotence cure how to do? now have a voice in my ear remembered: When Super Girl Go! my surprise no small matter , look around, the night seems to never get in addition to the end of the road on the left bottom of the cliff is not outside the black to the rest of the dark forest, do not they hell? not ah, even though the road does have several large tombs But this world is absolutely impossible to ghosts. believed the gods in addition to officials, the people is impossible to believe, because these decades, people have long been believed spirits Debu education officials believe officials. Although there is no ghost, But I clearly feel the ear of the breathing, all this is it an illusion?
I stopped the car a fixed mind set, found his coat in the neck position there is a crack folder with a wind from the rain filling into the hole, and that makes me feel that the neck may be behind the reason for some people breathe. As there is no ghost, I checked the vehicle in the way, looking my old car engine parts in addition to hot outside does not seem a problem, but smoke out the exhaust pipe smell stink, should be burning oil, after all, the age of the car so long ago, I suddenly a bit worried, classic cars for the fuel consumption of 7 kg of fuel per hundred kilometers, condition, the older, more fuel consumption large, in the event of the phenomenon of burning oil, fuel consumption is even more unthinkable. resort, but no gas station, and that classic cars should be added to the original 66 or 70 gasoline, but now where to find the kind of China on the label gasoline, I gave it a 90 plus gasoline, fill date, as only 20 liters, in case if there is no oil came back in big trouble.
worry about the fuel shortage and the situation in the cold and hunger, I finally rode destination point of that classic car stopped in front of the hotel is, the time has come to 0:00, has been completely soaked my pants, even shoes are filled with water. The hotel has long been the door shut, even the lights are no. I am sure that in addition to service outside the hotel where none of the guests, because the vast majority of the cadres who have their own villas in the resort. will stay in the guesthouse of the person who is not an excuse to play through organized groups, or orders of life come to learn during the Turn the lights off the same feeling, and, the most beautiful bodies are often modest in appearance woman who appears, at least I think so, there was a woman fascinated me because of her body, even though she It looks pretty sorry for (of course, is not reached the extent of the Heartbreakers), so far, I have not met more than her body carcass was fascinating.
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the door for a long time I beat the hotel, finally heard the door with movement, such as the door opened, I found the door was a little girl. Although more than five one meter apart, but relying on my sense of smell, little girl still a virgin, without a small staff, which made me feel very strange, this hotel had a coquettish young woman, how would the little girl out in this reception?
Although born close to let woman I have a sense of But that little girl on the extent of my guard stunning, she is not afraid I'm a rogue or a robber. the little girl even wet my pants directly led into her room and poured a cup of hot water to me, asked I take a break, she went to open room for me, because the lights did not open the lobby to register it tomorrow.
little girl left, I carefully looked at her room clean and tidy, exudes a faint breath of a girl , which is used to Mature smell I have a strong flavor of strangeness. television is playing an unknown Korean, bedside table is also used white tissue paper placed above the nose should be something like tears. These days, watching Korean In addition to the tears will flow to the rest of Half the women.
girl soon returned, the room had a good start, she took me to the newly opened room, I walked behind the little girl, looking at her thin jacket tightly under the Le bra strap, which did not judge the girl absolutely fallen in love, woman in love always worried about his chest not quite, they always find ways to hold those two chest call is not uniting the meat. The girls are developing for their own development and confused, always trying to conceal the changes of the chest, quietly Shy Rose always open.
little girl should look only 20 years old, chances are a student, but certainly not the official hotel waiter. through a simple conversation, I learned that little girl is really a student, just graduated from Middle School, was a Shanghai University, and a few days we should go to school she is just playing summer job here.
fluorescent lamps, the little girl's eyes looked clear and clean Smart, and her smile makes me feel warm and tired touched, the hungry I could not bear to bother her to for me, looking for food. in each said good night, the girl with the door left.
hunger and fatigue I can not wait Mengtoutaishui lying in bed, but put his body ready to wash the white fighting is my habit for many years, I struggled a cool red hair did not do back in bed, sleep in the past.
night phone rang, stumbled in the connected phone, phone call from a lover, I did not ask to see a doctor, I said no, do not read, impotence to impotence it, just to participate in the Paralympic Games next year, maybe also for the court glory. Valentine's roar to the side of the phone: impotence considered a disability? I made a positive reply put the phone off, because I was too tired, impotent people are human beings, have to sleep at night to say the resort is so cool, even the air conditioning do not have to open also tuck, confused, I and fall asleep.
that night, feeling very hungry, I confused, then got up to find something to eat, a hotel does not eat, can only take to the streets to buy. I walk down the street, everywhere people, I've never seen so many people, crowded, people step on people, curses, cries and the groans of the tympanic membrane was almost deafened me.
This is a strange world, I found the flow of the four major state-owned banks were rushing, each book are holding hands, I asked a person to ask around it is doing, he replied said bank money, banks have no money now desirable, and do not get too late the.
I stopped carrying a sack another person asked him what he patted the shoulder of the sacks used to tell me that for the money to buy food sack, a sack of money can now buy a bread , and the RMB is worthless, and then later to buy a. carry sacks of people say just finished, and before I went back taste, the crowd there is a person with a dirty hand holding a steamed bun wrote: Who bread, with the U.S. in exchange for a dollar for a steamed bun, the euro can!
I called Voices: speaking, robbery ah, a bread to a dollar, how can you not be dead? my curse Sound is a cash, doing all shouted: that bread I want, which thousands of dollars to buy a bread enough? I hh
my words have not yet finished shoes only to find countless flying towards my face , the vaguely heard someone say, several thousand renminbi also want to buy bread, cockroach feces can not buy. I then suffered a panic after a few escaped the crowd, ready to be denominated in RMB-for-food place.
panic, I passed a construction site and found a dead man hanging on the crane, with common sense, needless to say, the Government must have been characterized as In such cases when the packed crowd of people, but today only one woman has led a body of a child crying on the front of tower crane. I asked the question the situation, suicide is not the original migrant brothers , but that the building's developers. I shook my head and went to find my food.
more walking until they found the body side of the road more and more people are committing suicide, There are many people who normally is a splendid,UGG boots clearance, especially the most real estate people were killed, some people I had dinner with them, why they want to kill ah?
finally I reached the door of the securities company, I found that the securities the main door closed, all the glass windows were smashed, and a run-down, is simply the ruins, I thought to myself: bad, securities companies have closed down, my fund and stock how to do, Is China's economy finished , my money, I'm not married, I have parents to support ah! up and I suddenly screaming in pain.
in my crying, I found the clerk of the city pass me, I struggled to approached a pull he asked: how the economy of our country? our money gone? how we do later in life?
secretary gracefully push my hand, smiling out from the jacket pocket Yang Liaoyang a passport at me and said: I'm sorry, I am a U.S. citizen, and your thing is your own internal affairs of China, we foreigners have no right to interfere. secretary of the smile is so pleasant, but made me cold to bone marrow.
secretary of the left, the mayor came over to speak to him first before I raised him that the Australian passport and quickly left me. deputy secretary, deputy mayor, the department heads people, economists, and experts in various fields have been filed out from me, their hands are holding the passports of different countries, no one look at me, no one to talk to me, they are moving in one direction, I know that the direction of the airport. I desperately looked up at the sky, the night was like being overshadowed by a huge curtain, suffocating, desperate may want to commit suicide.
dizzy, I felt I was moving a bottomless sink to the cliffs, I stunned and screaming, but no one to save me from the cliff edge of each people hurried through, and some even jumped down towards the cliff.
I was awakened by a knock, the door came a little girl's voice: Sir, are you okay? I set out looking hard, the original I'm dreaming, almost scared me, my whole body had been soaked in cold sweat. the door again to pass to the little girl's voice: Are you alright, sir? I am unable to answer: Nothing.
Taiwan looked at my watch, has more than 9 am, last night to do but that dream seems very far away feel close to my life away, I have a foreboding that worked so hard all these years the money saved up a pile of waste paper is likely to become. because some time ago in a support fund is being released, I just go to the bank to a single 10 million yuan of deposits taken out ready to buy that support funds, but banks have no money even to tell me, because too many people withdraw money, everybody is buying funds. so I went to another bank very far away from the securities company get money outlets, where there is cash.
time I felt very strange, but also blame the bank staff a few, actually thought of that the staff told me that if you go to get the postal savings money, more than 50,000 yuan should make an appointment. I listened to nothing, the Bank of China in the money gone? Is the speed of the Central Bank printing money but also keep up with the residents to take money speed? Please do not tell me inflation caused not by the central bank notes spamming, because I often removed from the ATM machine with number of money, especially this year is the most common. I do not know who the big state banks took away most of the money? but I know nothing certainly not the old raised eight hundred million Chinese farmers, because it is in China.
thought of this, I have a splitting headache, ready to get up to find water to drink, I opened a quilt, that makes me Desperate things happen, and I love and hate that so many Valentine's penis is not even the morning (B) Bo. each and I slept with a woman would ask me, early in the morning, why am I there was no air conditioning it? Relying on science and responsible attitude, I usually explain that it was urinary Biede panic's sake, if this explanation does not make them satisfied, I will turn away, deliberately simmering breath, wait until the difficulty breathing, flushed face, naturally, when I tell them that they and their last night in a dream to . While the breath very hard to accept, but let his woman happy or worthwhile.
But now, I was proud of fighting cocks in the chicken that is to be the sluggish off the water like a mushroom. I sandwiched it with the index finger and middle finger swinging left and right, it is no response, the frightened I quickly put two fingers into the five fingers, but toss a dozen minutes later I was completely deflated, because my penis is like in the movies, like Communists always no response to external stimuli and unmoved. I began to despair, and relentless facts tell me that I have thoroughly impotence of the.
tell the truth, I quite reconciled, and others impotence there is a process, how to say have to come to a premature ejaculation, or move without the firm, hard and pave the way soon, my impotence how little warning that are not , that come of it?
I quickly turn the phone, ready to consult a top three hospital friend, ask him that in the end how it was. Just as I find his phone number, when Valentine's SMS come, a total of two, are issued last night. The first content is: Do not impotence, even if you cut off the penis can not participate in the Paralympic Games! second: This is my friend said Sports Commission The.
this woman Zhenshi Ben, I casually talk about her seriously, and sports is simply not my strong suit, from small to large did not participate in any game, even if the race is mixed in the women cheerleaders eat tofu, I specialty is singing and playing snooker, people know me know that I sing good songs children, such as singing the national anthem, to sing the national anthem impassioned easy, but to sing the national anthem is not easy sensuality, and sing to listen to women can take the initiative with more clothes off is not easy, but I line ah. well snooker, pocket money of my students are basically career earned by snooker. I have all along been that the Ding Junhui is no reason why snooker tournament in the world, the key is that he goes one step further floor, extensive inflammation of hair follicles in the face, if his face into my face, the boy king spirit only to be defeated.
Valentine SMS makes me a little angry, then back to a: managed to call the doctor to find out a friend, not Chen Bo shattered the confidence of my penis, for the impotence of the disease, although I am upset, but definitely not afraid of asking too little shy, because of the first human productivity, no one can not do without it, erection is the last word.
on the phone, friends, after listening to my description of their impotence after chatter up to his analysis: impotence and erectile dysfunction can be divided into the following primary onset of impotence. clinically primary impotence is extremely rare, the vast majority of secondary impotence. According to whether organic damage, impotence is divided into functional and organic impotence. Functional impotence is due to the spirit of the nervous system dysfunction caused by erectile dysfunction, usually rather sudden onset, often fear, depression, anxiety, shock, guilt, stress and other mental stimuli. and organic impotence generally slow onset, usually manifested gradual onset, progressive increase, more with the sexual organs and other anatomical organs Organ organic disorders, or certain drug intoxication, trauma and other relevant hh
I interrupted him: Do not say so much, just tell me I What kind of impotence is just fine.
Friends: A preliminary analysis of functional impotence your risk may be relatively large, but further tests need to know.
me: it needs to check?
Friends: for example, by semen.
me: Damn it, I have an erection can not ejaculate? you have the nerve, you Ah for a quack.
pinch a friend's phone, I called a vet But then I thought, curse veterinary Ah do not criticize my own?
I found that I'm starving, impotence, erectile dysfunction is not the first matter, eat first, even if people have to eat ah impotence, in fact, from the discovery of my Impotence play I get up, I already have nearly 33 hours without lunch. After a simple wash, I pulled the rest of the two functions were normal in the legs barely struggling to find the hotel's cafeteria to eat, anyway I can not go wrong to take things too hard because the third leg.
canteen was empty, have been dying I touched the kitchen and found the little girl is washing vegetables for lunch. she saw me smiling: hungry, I give you prepare the breakfast, you eat it, I'm free to give you a little later to do the registration. After saying she brought in a large bowl of porridge and a small dish pickles, and two children of cooked shell eggs. < br> I fainted soon have no time to say thank you even begin to gobble up, usually I am very much opposed to eating cooked eggs, shelled children, because there is a quack told me that egg cholesterol is high, eat a lot of face have freckles. But there is a Mature drinking at the wine on the table after high whore said to me: eggs to make eggs (testicles). But at the time said was that Mature quail eggs, not eggs. Today, I am a impotent patients, and now say nothing ...

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